to all the people that don’t like expressing themselves or saying how they feel about some shit because they feel like no one understands anyway…i get it now.
you ever just feel angry and don’t quite understand why? like you can pin point a couple reasons, but if someone asked “what are you upset bout?”, you wouldn’t be able to put it into words? yea, that’s how i feel right now. i wanna scream into a fucking pillow, cuz the pillow won’t fucking judge me. it would just listen to my cry and feel the pain or hurt or anger or whatever the fuck it is im feeling. i like pillows. i wanna run into a field of empty nothingness by my fucking self and scream and cry and shout. sounds like heaven. damn, idk wtf is wrong with me right now. but i hope it goes away real soon.
I'm curious to know what thoughts consumed your mind today?
today i wanted to beat the shit out of my boyfriend. im actually next to him right now and im trying to not beat the shit out of him.
i also thought about what drink im gonna order later.
and about what im gonna do with my life, you know, since i just graduated from college or whatever.
